As I lay and think of you
All things cherished come into mind
Music
Love
Even coffee…
For that’s a love we share
An addiction we can’t deny

But it’s more than that….
Maybe you are my real addiction?

One that makes me happy
With a small gesture
A message
A smile
Enough to keep me going
Till I hear from you again
A smile
A sense of satisfaction....

But is this a heart shaped box I am trapped in?
My alcove of comfort and solace….
Hidden in the trenches of your sadness
My love emanates…
Innocently
Curingly
Until your pain and misery relinquish

But what if we never know what it means
And What if it isn’t what it seems
If we just kept it aside
It may one day be too late to decide…

As the seasons change
And pages begin to fade
I’ll remember the feel right now
As I lay and think of you…and explore our “when and how”?