Its been so long since I updated my blog and today I just feel like writing. I've already published two posts, and yet I feel like I could go on and on. Tis the day to pen my feelings. Just finished reading The Notebook, undeniably a very sweet story. Had it been true, it would have healed and broken my heart simultaneously, and yet it still did.
Romance is in the air, undoubtedly. I blame it on the winter. And I slowly sip the wine. Remembering days just past, reminiscing the past few years of my life, thinking about the days to come. What does the future hold? I do not have a clue, but a handful of suggestions if only time would stop to ask me.
Its hard coming back to a loneliness you do not understand. The days spent at home always fly by and this time there was a wedding to attend. A beautiful wedding that brought along with it a myriad of unforgettable moments. New bonds were formed, others strengthened. And with every bond you learn how to love a little more, how to live a little more. Like actors on stage we played our parts flawlessly. We sang, we danced, we smiled and we cried. And before we knew it, the curtains were drawn. Fin.
And I was aboard the A380. I hate goodbyes. But how do you say goodbye without aching inside? I wish I never have to leave. Even after 6 years, leaving the ones you love doesn't get easier. Instead, it has become much more difficult. Maybe its the realization of mortality? That nothing or no one lasts forever. Yet, I have left. Away from the place I call home. Building a life for myself, a name of my own, in the shadow of their love.
But right here, right now I long for a place called home. Where memories of yesterday are as fresh as the morning dew, where time is frozen at a simpler, more innocent junction of life....
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